August 2023

Thanks for stopping by. I can see in the analytics section of this website that people are checking in here… I’ve been trying to write up all that has been going on and trying to explain all that is floating around inside of my head, but I just can’t find the right words. While I continue to search for those words, I will give a quick update.

For the past few months I’ve been on Piqray, Fulvestrant and Metformin. I’m not having the “hospital-visit” side effects, but boy am I worn out with an array of all kinds of weird side effects, big-ish to small. All the issues are making me want to stop all treatment. Yet, in the meantime, a month ago I had a PET scan that showed that these meds have greatly reduced my cancer! I haven’t really celebrated though because I’m barely out of bed. Anyway, I will probably greatly reduce the meds I’m on very soon and see if that helps me to feel better for a time.

I am trusting in God as He walks me down this road. I am learning to appreciate life without contributing to my family, friends and church like I used to. Pushing my mind and body to my limits has been a life-long pattern for me, but not anymore. Well, I still push to my limits, but those limits are close at hand at all times. I am trying to learn who I am in Christ when so much of who I thought I was is gone. It’s a hard lesson, but fruitful.

Once again, thank you for caring, for praying, for visiting, for reading and for helping. If you like, please look around the website to read more of my story, learn about my faith, learn about my cancer or even to find some fun hikes!